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So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye, So you think you can love me and leave me to die.   
08:02pm 24/03/2004
  Hmm i been busy lately just to keep people updated I have a new horse City who is AMAZING but Jessy is still the best. Gandolf was sadly put down Friday MArch 19th. RIP big guy. He was the sweetest horse ever. Hes in a better place tho. Juan<3 and I are still dating and we are going to a play tomorrow night. I'm excited. O and Lindsa, Missay, and I are still good friends. Thats all the updating for now.
<3 Julie		  
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Because the world is round it turns me on   
08:05pm 02/02/2004
 
mood: amused
music: incubus - megalomaniac
hmmm I've been really busy the past week. I bought a new horse. That's pretty much the highlight of the weekend. I'll post pics once I figure it out. Anywho his name is City Boy and he's really big and cool cuz he came from Germany a year ago. I was talking to Sarah and I decided that when I'm 18 I want to move to Sweden and become an au pair. That would be awsome. Anywhere out of this hell hole would be awsome and away from my rents would be great. She's like my new friend. She has been in the states for like 5 months and she came from europe. I think its an excting way to travel and be on your own.		  
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07:49pm 27/01/2004
 
mood: happy
music: the hippos
I LOVE JUAN<3 FO SHO!		  
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08:53pm 22/01/2004
  ....We were teenagers...the first time we met... You were so famous I couldn't resist... I was your girl then...thats what you said ...when you kissed me kissed me kissed me...I gave you sweet love boy ... you said it was ...nice ...it was my first time...we did it just twice...went out for some sodas... when you returned...then you dissed me you dissed me


HAHA ....I'm bored Rilo Kiley rocks my socks
<3Julie		  
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Without you I am nothing....   
09:01pm 21/01/2004
 
mood: gloomy
music: Ataris - looking back on today
No one really knows about her, but we were friends since we were 4. I heard this song and it got me thinking about how close we were. She was like my sister. I have never been as close to anyone before. We went through so much. I can remember this time when we were about eight, oh and her mom was a singer so she always had parties, anywho, we got locked in the guest bedroom for hours and hours and we kept yelling for someone to let us out but her mom and everyone was in the hot tub and couldn't hear us. lol we're losers. But ya when my parents were getting a divorce i would walk to her house almost every day and stay there for days sometimes. Her mom was like my mom, she took care of me and treated me like her own. It's funny how these people shape our lives. I never knew that day in front of my first house when her mom came up to me and asked me to hang out with her daughter, that that day would change my life forever. I will never forget the girl who helped me through my parents divorce, who got into horses with me, and who I spent almost every second of my adolescence with. WE stopped talking about two years ago. I haven't been the same person since i lost my two best friends. I hope I never have to go through with that again because I don't know how much more I can handle.
<3 Julie		  
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Carve your name into my arm   
09:08pm 20/01/2004
 
mood: confused
music: AFI - God called in sick today
Well I just got back from Georgia last night...late. It was fun. I fell off in my horse show but I ended up winning second in my flat class and getting disqualified in the jumping. I'm soooo glad to be home. I have never loved the heat more than this. It was soooo freezing up there. The day of the show it was 20 degrees and i had to be there at 7:30 A.M.!!! I rode alot when I was up there, but then came the times we went to go look at my new school which is soo preppy. All the guys looked like aberchrombie models and I just wanted to shoot them in the face. It's like this super catholic prep school and the guys all have to wear suits and ties and all the girls look like brittany spears (sluts). I think my mom and Allen found a house they wanted to buy. This means I either have the choice of moving there or staying here with my pothead dad. ::BIG SIGH:: If I stay here I know Linzie will be moving down in a couple of months and I will be with my dad which means NO rules and I'll have my car. I know that sounds great but that also means i will have alot of temptations. I'm not good with that... I need some sort of a good role model and my mom is leaving me to be with her boyfriend. I feel so abandoned. It's like right when I get my feet back on the ground and I start living life and actually loving it things get all screwed up again. It makes the world seem so lonely. It's always just been my mom and me living together. What the hell am I going to do. Grow up maybe?		  
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08:33pm 14/01/2004
  You are jon.you have a fucked up neck you tend to
crack it every second which annoys us all.your
always hitting that gas pedal to make it sound
like you have a fast car.learn how to play
drums


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my heart is on my sleeve wear it like a bruise or blackeye   
08:22pm 14/01/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: Fall Out Boy - Chicago is so Two Years Ago
Well I've been in guidance all day for the past two days since I'm missing midterms on friday. My school is being all gay and the guidance director was all like yelling at me and I'm just like "yo! Shut up bitch!".... Well not really but she was a bitch and I would have said it if i had the balls. But hey anyways. I'm leaving tomorrow for Atlanta because I have a really big horse show. It should be fun but I might have to ride in the snow and I've never seen snow before. Ya theres no distractions there. I hope I don't fall off and crack break my spine. OOOH!!! i bought a new horse and her name is Tia. She's a cutie. Anyway enough about horses. Since people never seem to care about that kinda stuff anyway...

I think people need to be a little less uptight. Like this situation between Missy<3 and I. I mean she expected me to be all mad at her and Juan<333 even said I should be mad but heck what the hell if we were mad all the time where would that get us. I mean for real we should just all smoke, relax, and have fun you know? And also people don't live life enough. They all seem to have their panties in a bunch about shit. My motto is live fat die young. I don't mean get fat but i mean dont care about shit so much like your weight. Eat what you want, drink what you want, do drugs, I mean live life. Who wants to live to be all old and wrinkly anyway. I know I don't. I don't want to live till I'm past like 40. You can think it's crazy but I'm sure I'll live 10 times longer than the person who stresses over being healthy.
<3 Julie		  
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10:04pm 09/01/2004
 
mood: amused
music: peaches - fuck the pain away
Sam: i think missy has a boner
Sam: lets go hit it		  
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09:35pm 09/01/2004
 
mood: annoyed
music: the recluse - cursive
::sigh::		  
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::sigh::   
10:51am 08/01/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: my stomach
I'm soo bored right now. I'm in web page design and I'm meant to be taking a test. haha... Tuesday night was fun. I ended up spending the night at Juans<333. Then last night he came over. I was being a bitch to him because he didn't want me to spend the night again because of school and all. I figured he just didn't want to see me but then I thought about it and I feel kinda bad or really bad. I dunno it's either he really cares or or he just lies really well. hmm
The kid in front of me is talking about smoking weed. woop! maybe I should get in on this convo. I dunno it's a scary senior. heh. I really should quit or at least cut back. I was talking to Jamie about it how she's stayed off it for soo long. I think thats great even though I kinda wish she would...at least with me. But anywho, I admire the fact. I wish I could be like that. I just give in to peer pressure way too easily. ::sigh:: I'm not as strong as some of my friends think I am.

I have this dumb web page due tomorrow and I haven't even started it. It's hopeless....

Lindsay might spend the night Friday. I really hope she does. Maybe with Missy again...I dunno. Lindsay is going to ge her tongue pierced on monday...::is jealous::
Lunch is next period... mmm 10 more minutes!!! woot!		  
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FIRST ENTRY WOOT!   
08:27pm 06/01/2004
  Ya so this is my first journal entry. ::sigh:: I'm so eating too much food. Ya anywho, I made this journal for Missy<3 to read. HAHA now you have two. ;) And all my other loser friends who only have live journals.... ::cough sam cough::
hmm lets see today was gay cept for that Sam came over and surprised me. It was funny as hell cuz i was rockin out to the used and i had this bright red, and i mean bright red, lipstick on...long story...anywho he shows up and im like uhh hey. Then we're chillin in his car and my mom wanted me to come in and she started to flicker the lights. I was laughing my ass off. Ya that was the highlight of my day so far because school sucked ass. I hope i get o see Juan<333 tonight but i dunno he didn't seem too excited, I even tried to bribe him. ::sigh:: rarr mom is bitching. I'll be back in a few.... maybe. AHH i have soo much homework.
<3 julie		  
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